I read about a newest sensation gripping the media world – Pope Deathwatch. Sigh. People are so cruel. Just when the world should be celebrating 25 years of the papacy, attention is diverted to how frail he is and when is he going to die and politics surrounding who will succeed him. All valid questions and succession should be worked out to avoid being caught unprepared. But do they have to be so blatant and go about it with so little dignity?
As a Catholic we are brought up to revere the church and obey the Pope. Even though personally there are major areas of disparity, like I totally disagree with the church’s stance on contraception, abortion and homosexuality, I still look to the Pope as someone to respect. Much more so than say the Archbishop of Canterbury or the Dalai Lama. Because the Pope is my leader.
Am I a bad Catholic because I think modern society needs contraception and abortion and because I don’t think being gay is a sin? Or because I hardly ever go to mass? Probably.
But my belief is on such a personal level I don’t think it’s possible for me to articulate, much less share with others. I do like going to mass but I don’t believe God is keeping tabs, like He doesn’t look at someone who goes once a week and gives them one gold star and someone who goes everyday gets 3 gold stars and someone who goes once a year gets negative stars. There shouldn’t be a quota for being “good”, should there?