bb was coughing again. it's worrying - what's wrong? Is it something we don't know that the doctor has missed?? What's taking it so long???

I have said it well, must have been a year or more now, that I want to prepare a will so that bb would be protected should anything happen. I must get it done soon.

bb posted an entry today, but she did not say anything about her disappointment. I wish she did, so I can understand more, so I know more what I should do. these days, she speaks more with others, including her laptops. don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous, just that sometimes I wish she could tell me more about her and things going on around her. I know that her job is also very tough and she's always under pressure. but when we meet, she hardly say much. I know I'm not a very good listener, and I wish I can be better. I wish she could help me to improve and I can understand more of her, and what's expected of me. sometimes, our source of our arguments are pure misunderstanding.

It's strange. We didn't have this problem when we were in London. May be we were young, and things around us are a lot more simplier. Sometimes, I really wish the clock can be turned back. bb wants to go back to London, may be she also wants to go back to those days. I do too, only more, but I'm afraid that it will not be the same and we'll be disappointed. Then I don't know where and what we should do.

At least now, she can blame me, we can fight, and dream.

It's today!

I meant to write here a few days ago but was lazy, so I didn't.

Took a day off yesterday - sick leave. I didn't feel well Saturday evening and was so so on Sunday. I could have come into work yesterday but I wanted to take a day off so badly, that I did! I'm glad I did too.

I slept quite a bit. The bad thing about taking sick leave is that early in the morning, I have to remember to get up in time and call into the office. Then when my secretary came in, I have to give instructions to her as to what to do. There was a few more calls, and I was therefore woken up by those calls. Then I got a call from Mary - she said she was waiting outside my door ! I went to sleep with a strong smell of detergent and disinfectants - that might have helped.

As I said last week, the thing was not finalised yesterday and it was not filed with the Court. It wasn't matter, in any event, if I'm there or not.

Got a call from a client - his father had just passed away and he wanted us to do probate for him. What do I know?? yes I did a contentious probate case, but then it doesn't turn me into an expert ! Anyway, the Head was happy because it means $$$ for him.

One of the things I want to do here is to open a new website (or may be a new category to start with?). I want to write a book and I have an idea as to what I want to write. The book will include my memories with my sis and my letters that I'm going to write to her. There are many things I want to tell her but given the limitation, I could only write to or about her. May be I should do it in Word, and do them in different chapters, etc and one day, get it published?? That's a long way to go, and I think given my patience, it takes a lot of persistence. I have one immediate difficulty - how do I want to end the book? I want to plan the beginning and the end, and fill in the details. I think this is how a book should be planned and be written. Of course, you can change the ending in the interim, but you should be able to see where you are going, well, at least I think so.

I have also decided to use first person singular in the book.

check it out!

http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/mind/surveys/whatamilike/index_5.shtml?personality_type=leader

What to check out who you are, check in here:

http://www.bbc.co.uk/sn/

PS mm wrote this at home - wireless up and running - yeah!!

Hi Honey, how is it going? hotel nice? mm went to the apple shop yesterday and they tested PB2 for us, and it worked. the guy also showed mm the kind of setting it should be.

so mm thought about the whole thing and tried to make sense out of it. after having din din with brother's family, mm went home and tried it, and it worked! yeah!! mm will try again tonight - fingers-crossed!

when mm left brother's home, her nephew wanted to leave with her, and when the door was closed, he cried! poor thing